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dominateartimus) wrote2011-01-03 11:06 pm
dominateartimus) wrote2011-01-03 11:06 pm
❧ Playlist ❧
You're Going Down - Sick Puppies
"Define your meaning of war. To me it's what we do when we're bored. I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop and it makes me want it more. Because I'm hyped up, out of control. If it's a fight, I'm ready to go. I wouldn't put my money on the other guy, if you know what I know, that I know.
It's been a long time coming and the table's turned around. 'Cause one of us is going, one of us is going down.
Define your meaning of fun. Is it f*ckin', druggin' or guns? I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop, so get ready for another one. Let's take a trip down memory lane, the words circling in my brain. You can treat this like another all the same, but don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain.
This is hardly worth fighting for, but it's the little petty shit, that I can't ignore. When my fist hits your face and your face hits the floor. It'll be a long time coming, bet you got the message now. 'cause I was never going... Yeah, you're the one that's going down."
I Don't Care - Apocalyptica featuring 3 Days Grace
"Just don't deny it, just don't deny it and deal with it. Yeah, deal with it.
If you were dead or still alive, I don't care. I don't care and all the things you left behind, I don't care. I don't care.
I try to make you see my side, always trying to stay in line. But you're eyes see right through, that's all they do. I'm getting tired of this shit, I've got no room when it's like this. What you want of me? Just deal with it.
Nothing can care about, I've taken care of it. You won't be there for me, you won't be there for me."
In the Hall of the Mountain King - Apocalyptica
Instrumental
I Know I'm a Wolf - Young Heretics
"Dear rabbit, my legs are getting weak chasing you.
That this blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry and I've captured you once, but I wasn't quite right. So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.
Rabbit my claws are down now, so don't be afraid. I could keep you warm as long as you can just try to be brave. Yes, I know I'm a wolf and I've been know to bite, but the rest of my pack, I have left them behind and my teeth may be sharp and I've been raised to kill..."
Evil Has Never - Union of Knives
"Even though you're well intentioned... One, two, three things you mentioned. Leave a taste familiar to me so even with a slight sarcastic, a ripple in a voice elastic... I could crack the slightest code of woe.
You look familiar, I know you. We've met before, is it not true? I'm zero. Don't waste words with me. Here's not the chamber for it.
Find it when I look in your eyes, a little spark that would be kingsize. The mirror does no justice to your spell.
What do you mean? Evil has never loved you. Evil has never loved you. Evil has never loved you as I do. What do you mean? Nobody has ever loved you. Nobody has ever loved you. Nobody has ever loved you like I do."
Weapon - Matthew Good Band
"Here by my side, an angel. Here by my side, the devil. Never turn your back on me. Never turn your back on me, again. Here by my side, it's Heaven.
Here by my side, you are destruction. Here by my side, a new colour to paint the world. Never turn your back on it. Never turn your back on it, again. Here by my side, it's Heaven.
Careful, be careful. This is where the world drops off, where the world drops off. Careful, be careful. And you breathe in, and you breathe out. For it ain't so weird. How it makes you a weapon? And you give in, and you give out. For it ain't so weird."
Tear Away - Drowning Pool
"I'm tearing away, pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay. You run away, faster and faster, you can't seem to get away! Break!
Hope there's a reason for questions unanswered, I just don't see everything.
Yes, I'm inside you. Tell me how does it feel to feel like this? Just like I do.
I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone.
Do I really want this? Sometimes I scare myself, I just can't let it go. Can you believe it? Everything happens for reasons I just don't know.
I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone or anything but me.
God damn, I love me!"
I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
"Say my name and his in the same breath. I dare you to say they taste the same. Let the leaves fall off in the summer and let December glow in flames.
Erase myself and let go, start it over again in Mexico. These friends, they don't love you! They just love the hotel suites, now.
Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance. I'm not a chance, put a heat wave in your pants. Pull a breath like another cigarette, pawnshop heart trading up.
Sweat it out, shut your mouth! Free love on the streets, but in the alley it ain't that cheap now!
I don't care what you think as long as it's about me! The best of us can find happiness in misery! Said, I don't care what you think as long as it's about me! The best of us can find happiness in misery!"
Bitter-sweet - Roxy Music
"Well this is such a sad affair. I've opened up my heart so many times, but now it's closed. Oh my dear, every salted tear it brings bitter-sweet applause.
But when the show's in full swing... Every once in a while high stepping chorus lines mean I'm forgetting.
How rich in contrast love can be. Sometimes I'm quite amused to see it twist and turn, to taste both sweet and dry. These vintage years! Lovers you consume my friend, as others their wine.
And now, as you turn to leave you try to force a smile... As if to compensate. Then you break down and cry."
Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars featuring Kanye West
"Tell me would you kill to save a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn. Let it all burn.
No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget. No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret. There is a fire inside of this heart, a riot about to explode into flames. Where is your god? Where is your god? Where is your god?
Do you really love me?! Do you really want me dead or alive to torture for my sins?! Do you really want...? Do you really want me?! Do you really want me dead?! Or alive to live the lie?!
You say you're wrong, you're wrong, I'm right. I'm right, you're wrong, we fight. Okay, I'm running from the light, running from the day tonight, oh. The quiet silence defines our misery, the riot inside keeps trying to visit me. No matter how we try, it's too much history. Too many bad notes playing in our symphony. So, let it breathe, let it fly, let it go... Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow. And then you call upon god! Oh, you call upon god..."
Fight Inside - Red // Nothing & Everything - Red
"Enemy, familiar friend. My beginning and my end. Knowing truth, whispering lies and it hurts again.
Words I say and what I hide. All the pain, I want it to end... But I want it again.
And it finds me.. The fight inside is coursing through my veins and it's raging... The fight inside is breaking me again.
I'm still the same, pursuing pain. Is it worth all that I've gained? We both know how this will end, but I'd do it again.
It's nothing... It's everything... It's nothing. It's everything... It's nothing. It's everything. It's nothing! It's everything!
And it finds me... The war within me pulls me under. And without you, the fight inside is breaking me again."
Watch Me Fall Apart - Hard-fi
"You dumb ass fool, you lost it all. You had your chance but moved too slow. Now look around this lonely town, where every smiling face just brings you down, just brings you down.
You let it slip, so get a grip. There's no one else to blame for this.
I wanted all, all I could take. I wanted everything my way. Thought I can't lose, thought I was smart... But then that girl turned around and broke my heart, and broke my heart.
Stick around and watch me fall apart. Watch me lose the game that I made up. Stick around whilst I default the loan, watch me reap the pain that I have sown."
Only When I Loose Myself - Depeche Mode
"Something beautiful is happening inside for me. Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery. I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized. I have found heaven.
There's a thousand reasons why I shouldn't spend my time with you. For every reason not to be here I can think of two. Keep me hanging on, feeling nothing's wrong inside your heaven.
I can feel the emptiness inside me fade and disappear. There's a feeling of contentment now that you are here. I feel satisfied. I belong inside...
Did I need to sell my soul for pleasure like this? Did I have to lose control to treasure your kiss? Did I need to place my heart in the palm of your hand? Before I could even start... To understand.
It's only when I lose myself with someone else that I find myself. I find myself. It's only when I lose myself with someone else that I find myself. I find myself."
Falling - Florence + The Machine
"I've fallen out of favour and I've fallen from grace. Fallen out of trees and I've fallen on my face. Fallen out of taxis, out of windows too. Fell in your opinion when I fell in love with you.
This is a song for a scribbled out name and my love keeps writing again, and again. And again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again...
I'll dance myself up, drunk myself down. Find people to love, love people too drunk. I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall. If there was nowhere to land, I woudn't be scared... at all.
Sometimes I wish for falling, wish for the release. Wish for falling through the air to give me some relief. Because falling's not the problem. When I'm falling I'm in peace. It's only when I hit the ground, it causes all the grief."
When You're Evil - Voltaire
"When the Devil is too busy and Death's a bit too much... They call on me by name you see, for my special touch. To the gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune, to the ladies I'm Sir Prize... But call me by any name, any way it's all the same.
I'm the thorn in your side, makes you wriggle and writhe. And it's so easy when you're evil. This is the life, you see. The Devil tips his hat to me. I do it all because I'm evil, and I do it all for free... Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need.
I'll be there, I'll be waiting 'round the corner. It's a game, I'm glad I'm in it 'cause there's one born every minute.
I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark and I promise on my damned soul to do as I am told. Lord Beelzebub has never seen a soldier quite like me. Not only does his job, but does it happily.
I'm the fear that keeps you awake, I'm the shadows on the wall, I'm the monsters they become, I'm the nightmare in your skull. I'm a dagger in your back, an extra turn upon the rack. I'm the quivering of your heart, a stabbing pain, a sudden start.
It gets so lonely being evil. What I'd do to see a smile, even for a little while... And no one loves you when you're evil. Ahh, I'm lying through my teeth! Your tears are all the company I need!"
He Said He Had a Story - The Dear Hunter
"There was a silver circle sign and she was standing at the door. We pressed our way right through the crowd, our pace was quickened to her floor.
She had a lot of love to give, I was prepared to take it all.
She had disrobed and she was waiting on the floor. She asked me what it was I want. I thought that I wanted it all. (What did you say?) I said stand up and move your body to the bed. She quickly stood and slowly turned, and here's exactly what she said...
"Please be soft and sweet to me. This life has not been good, you see. It's hard with such a history, buried in misery." (And what did you do next?)
I broke a smile, reminding that I paid her well. Her lips returned, and then I felt her hands unbuckling my belt. (So was it good?) Oh, it felt like heaven but I'm sure she was in Hell. I made it clear that I'd get my money's worth out of the goods she sells.
Break and bind yourself to me. Deliver what you sold. You see that I will only take from you and use you up. I'll use you up.
...What was your name?"
April.#02 - Daisuke Kashiwa
Instrumental
iNSaNiTY (Frost Mix) - Circus-P
"Everything is said and done, everyone has had their fun. Time to make my exit from this fairy tale. My departure was foreseen from the very beginning. Assume life of insanity.
I was never meant to be this painting's main centerpiece. Hidden in a corner, my outlines are fading. The days have turned into night, darkness has consumed the light. Assume life of insanity.
Hello, nice to meet you. You seem familiar... Have I met you before? Goodbye, Sweetie. Nice to see you, haven't talked in quite a while.
Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. Why don't you take a chance? Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. Try to stop it from corrupting my heart... Why won't anyone notice the torment this madness is causing? Terror of my own self-conscious mind's persecution. I won't survive like this.
Sanity. Light is peaking through the darkness. Purity. Can't feel anymore of the stress... Sanity. It's already fading away... Cruelity. Instincts controlling me.
Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. The corruption has taken me."
"Define your meaning of war. To me it's what we do when we're bored. I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop and it makes me want it more. Because I'm hyped up, out of control. If it's a fight, I'm ready to go. I wouldn't put my money on the other guy, if you know what I know, that I know.
It's been a long time coming and the table's turned around. 'Cause one of us is going, one of us is going down.
Define your meaning of fun. Is it f*ckin', druggin' or guns? I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop, so get ready for another one. Let's take a trip down memory lane, the words circling in my brain. You can treat this like another all the same, but don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain.
This is hardly worth fighting for, but it's the little petty shit, that I can't ignore. When my fist hits your face and your face hits the floor. It'll be a long time coming, bet you got the message now. 'cause I was never going... Yeah, you're the one that's going down."
I Don't Care - Apocalyptica featuring 3 Days Grace
"Just don't deny it, just don't deny it and deal with it. Yeah, deal with it.
If you were dead or still alive, I don't care. I don't care and all the things you left behind, I don't care. I don't care.
I try to make you see my side, always trying to stay in line. But you're eyes see right through, that's all they do. I'm getting tired of this shit, I've got no room when it's like this. What you want of me? Just deal with it.
Nothing can care about, I've taken care of it. You won't be there for me, you won't be there for me."
In the Hall of the Mountain King - Apocalyptica
Instrumental
I Know I'm a Wolf - Young Heretics
"Dear rabbit, my legs are getting weak chasing you.
That this blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry and I've captured you once, but I wasn't quite right. So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.
Rabbit my claws are down now, so don't be afraid. I could keep you warm as long as you can just try to be brave. Yes, I know I'm a wolf and I've been know to bite, but the rest of my pack, I have left them behind and my teeth may be sharp and I've been raised to kill..."
Evil Has Never - Union of Knives
"Even though you're well intentioned... One, two, three things you mentioned. Leave a taste familiar to me so even with a slight sarcastic, a ripple in a voice elastic... I could crack the slightest code of woe.
You look familiar, I know you. We've met before, is it not true? I'm zero. Don't waste words with me. Here's not the chamber for it.
Find it when I look in your eyes, a little spark that would be kingsize. The mirror does no justice to your spell.
What do you mean? Evil has never loved you. Evil has never loved you. Evil has never loved you as I do. What do you mean? Nobody has ever loved you. Nobody has ever loved you. Nobody has ever loved you like I do."
Weapon - Matthew Good Band
"Here by my side, an angel. Here by my side, the devil. Never turn your back on me. Never turn your back on me, again. Here by my side, it's Heaven.
Here by my side, you are destruction. Here by my side, a new colour to paint the world. Never turn your back on it. Never turn your back on it, again. Here by my side, it's Heaven.
Careful, be careful. This is where the world drops off, where the world drops off. Careful, be careful. And you breathe in, and you breathe out. For it ain't so weird. How it makes you a weapon? And you give in, and you give out. For it ain't so weird."
Tear Away - Drowning Pool
"I'm tearing away, pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay. You run away, faster and faster, you can't seem to get away! Break!
Hope there's a reason for questions unanswered, I just don't see everything.
Yes, I'm inside you. Tell me how does it feel to feel like this? Just like I do.
I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone.
Do I really want this? Sometimes I scare myself, I just can't let it go. Can you believe it? Everything happens for reasons I just don't know.
I don't care about anyone else but me. I don't care about anyone or anything but me.
God damn, I love me!"
I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
"Say my name and his in the same breath. I dare you to say they taste the same. Let the leaves fall off in the summer and let December glow in flames.
Erase myself and let go, start it over again in Mexico. These friends, they don't love you! They just love the hotel suites, now.
Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance. I'm not a chance, put a heat wave in your pants. Pull a breath like another cigarette, pawnshop heart trading up.
Sweat it out, shut your mouth! Free love on the streets, but in the alley it ain't that cheap now!
I don't care what you think as long as it's about me! The best of us can find happiness in misery! Said, I don't care what you think as long as it's about me! The best of us can find happiness in misery!"
Bitter-sweet - Roxy Music
"Well this is such a sad affair. I've opened up my heart so many times, but now it's closed. Oh my dear, every salted tear it brings bitter-sweet applause.
But when the show's in full swing... Every once in a while high stepping chorus lines mean I'm forgetting.
How rich in contrast love can be. Sometimes I'm quite amused to see it twist and turn, to taste both sweet and dry. These vintage years! Lovers you consume my friend, as others their wine.
And now, as you turn to leave you try to force a smile... As if to compensate. Then you break down and cry."
Hurricane - 30 Seconds to Mars featuring Kanye West
"Tell me would you kill to save a life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn. Let it all burn.
No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget. No matter how many lives I live, I will never regret. There is a fire inside of this heart, a riot about to explode into flames. Where is your god? Where is your god? Where is your god?
Do you really love me?! Do you really want me dead or alive to torture for my sins?! Do you really want...? Do you really want me?! Do you really want me dead?! Or alive to live the lie?!
You say you're wrong, you're wrong, I'm right. I'm right, you're wrong, we fight. Okay, I'm running from the light, running from the day tonight, oh. The quiet silence defines our misery, the riot inside keeps trying to visit me. No matter how we try, it's too much history. Too many bad notes playing in our symphony. So, let it breathe, let it fly, let it go... Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow. And then you call upon god! Oh, you call upon god..."
Fight Inside - Red // Nothing & Everything - Red
"Enemy, familiar friend. My beginning and my end. Knowing truth, whispering lies and it hurts again.
Words I say and what I hide. All the pain, I want it to end... But I want it again.
And it finds me.. The fight inside is coursing through my veins and it's raging... The fight inside is breaking me again.
I'm still the same, pursuing pain. Is it worth all that I've gained? We both know how this will end, but I'd do it again.
It's nothing... It's everything... It's nothing. It's everything... It's nothing. It's everything. It's nothing! It's everything!
And it finds me... The war within me pulls me under. And without you, the fight inside is breaking me again."
Watch Me Fall Apart - Hard-fi
"You dumb ass fool, you lost it all. You had your chance but moved too slow. Now look around this lonely town, where every smiling face just brings you down, just brings you down.
You let it slip, so get a grip. There's no one else to blame for this.
I wanted all, all I could take. I wanted everything my way. Thought I can't lose, thought I was smart... But then that girl turned around and broke my heart, and broke my heart.
Stick around and watch me fall apart. Watch me lose the game that I made up. Stick around whilst I default the loan, watch me reap the pain that I have sown."
Only When I Loose Myself - Depeche Mode
"Something beautiful is happening inside for me. Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery. I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized. I have found heaven.
There's a thousand reasons why I shouldn't spend my time with you. For every reason not to be here I can think of two. Keep me hanging on, feeling nothing's wrong inside your heaven.
I can feel the emptiness inside me fade and disappear. There's a feeling of contentment now that you are here. I feel satisfied. I belong inside...
Did I need to sell my soul for pleasure like this? Did I have to lose control to treasure your kiss? Did I need to place my heart in the palm of your hand? Before I could even start... To understand.
It's only when I lose myself with someone else that I find myself. I find myself. It's only when I lose myself with someone else that I find myself. I find myself."
Falling - Florence + The Machine
"I've fallen out of favour and I've fallen from grace. Fallen out of trees and I've fallen on my face. Fallen out of taxis, out of windows too. Fell in your opinion when I fell in love with you.
This is a song for a scribbled out name and my love keeps writing again, and again. And again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again...
I'll dance myself up, drunk myself down. Find people to love, love people too drunk. I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall. If there was nowhere to land, I woudn't be scared... at all.
Sometimes I wish for falling, wish for the release. Wish for falling through the air to give me some relief. Because falling's not the problem. When I'm falling I'm in peace. It's only when I hit the ground, it causes all the grief."
When You're Evil - Voltaire
"When the Devil is too busy and Death's a bit too much... They call on me by name you see, for my special touch. To the gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune, to the ladies I'm Sir Prize... But call me by any name, any way it's all the same.
I'm the thorn in your side, makes you wriggle and writhe. And it's so easy when you're evil. This is the life, you see. The Devil tips his hat to me. I do it all because I'm evil, and I do it all for free... Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need.
I'll be there, I'll be waiting 'round the corner. It's a game, I'm glad I'm in it 'cause there's one born every minute.
I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark and I promise on my damned soul to do as I am told. Lord Beelzebub has never seen a soldier quite like me. Not only does his job, but does it happily.
I'm the fear that keeps you awake, I'm the shadows on the wall, I'm the monsters they become, I'm the nightmare in your skull. I'm a dagger in your back, an extra turn upon the rack. I'm the quivering of your heart, a stabbing pain, a sudden start.
It gets so lonely being evil. What I'd do to see a smile, even for a little while... And no one loves you when you're evil. Ahh, I'm lying through my teeth! Your tears are all the company I need!"
He Said He Had a Story - The Dear Hunter
"There was a silver circle sign and she was standing at the door. We pressed our way right through the crowd, our pace was quickened to her floor.
She had a lot of love to give, I was prepared to take it all.
She had disrobed and she was waiting on the floor. She asked me what it was I want. I thought that I wanted it all. (What did you say?) I said stand up and move your body to the bed. She quickly stood and slowly turned, and here's exactly what she said...
"Please be soft and sweet to me. This life has not been good, you see. It's hard with such a history, buried in misery." (And what did you do next?)
I broke a smile, reminding that I paid her well. Her lips returned, and then I felt her hands unbuckling my belt. (So was it good?) Oh, it felt like heaven but I'm sure she was in Hell. I made it clear that I'd get my money's worth out of the goods she sells.
Break and bind yourself to me. Deliver what you sold. You see that I will only take from you and use you up. I'll use you up.
...What was your name?"
April.#02 - Daisuke Kashiwa
Instrumental
iNSaNiTY (Frost Mix) - Circus-P
"Everything is said and done, everyone has had their fun. Time to make my exit from this fairy tale. My departure was foreseen from the very beginning. Assume life of insanity.
I was never meant to be this painting's main centerpiece. Hidden in a corner, my outlines are fading. The days have turned into night, darkness has consumed the light. Assume life of insanity.
Hello, nice to meet you. You seem familiar... Have I met you before? Goodbye, Sweetie. Nice to see you, haven't talked in quite a while.
Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. Why don't you take a chance? Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. Try to stop it from corrupting my heart... Why won't anyone notice the torment this madness is causing? Terror of my own self-conscious mind's persecution. I won't survive like this.
Sanity. Light is peaking through the darkness. Purity. Can't feel anymore of the stress... Sanity. It's already fading away... Cruelity. Instincts controlling me.
Insanity. The weight of the air is torture. Psychopathy. Don't know who I am anymore. Insanity. The illusion of ignorance. Captivity. The corruption has taken me."